a part of me

There's a part of me that wishes I had never met you
And there's a part of me that can't imagine that's true
To never have kissed, held you like this, showed you my tricks
Man, that makes me blue
But maybe that's better than being here missing you

There's a part of me that wishes you would move away
And there's a part of me that'd miss you every day
To never hook up, talk all our stuff, it's never enough
Man, that makes me blue
But maybe that's better than being here feeling bruised


I know that time will go by and I'll stop asking why 

           and my feelings will change towards you
But deep in my heart I know my love was true

There's a part of me that wishes I could beat you up
And there's a part of me that can't imagine such stuff
You broke my heart, tore it apart, left me marked
Man, that's cruel
I think I wish that I had never met you
I believe I wish that I had never met you.


Wayne Kral  
April - May 1999